Charmaine Tay =P
spanking fifteen 11th Dec 1991
single&lovin'it!<3 singapore-where I belong elegant sagittarius
seashell_134@hotmail.com
kcp chij katong convent secondary
three-five rocks-my-socks odac my passion<3 swimming^^
student councilprefect not perfect (x
I love animals, And i am absoulutely against animal abuse and i feel that everyone should feel the same too.
loves <3
GOD spending time with my friends... rock climbing!!! xD
true friendships
smiling
laughing
just being happy =p
hates ~
mr. s.a tan unwanted attention
people who judge a book by its cover
loneliness
Sound Tastebuds
*Ashlee Simpson
*McFly
*Chris Pine
*Zac Efron
*Tom Cruise
*Avril Lavigne
*Tata Young
*Dashboard Confessionals
*Garbage
*Kai
*Vanessa Anne Hudgens
*Yellowcard
*Click5
*Pink
*Jesse Metcalfe
it hurts when you leave me out it really does, i feels like a train banging me down.i dont know what to do when you do things like these to me. In class i feel alone, outside i am a loner, inside, i am nothing. i have feelings too, i cry when you hit me, i am afriad when you scare me, i feel angry, sad, and all other feelings possible. Cause i am human.Sometimes i want people to leave me alone, yet sometimes i need someone there for me. Ah heck i'm uttering rubbish and am nonsensical, send me to woodbrigde and lock me up for good. I suck at studies, i'm lazy and ugly, what else am i made for, i might as well just jump off a building. sorry about the blabbing, just leave the above coloum out cause i was just venting out softly. wanna know why? in the midst of leaving the house, i get grounded, i didnt get to go out, nor enjoy my weekend, guess it was my fault, but i still felt so horrible i just wanted to cry . no one truely understands the way my mind thinks. but i guess i should be used to it by now. thank goodness for some friends of mine and uncle alan for helping me out. nothing much to do today since i fell alseep crying in the bathtub until my mom almost banged the door down trying to use the toilet, but she kept saying why i must cry over sch a small matter and scolded me for venting my feelings. sometimes i just do not understand parents at all. maybe its just because almost 1/3 of my life, i was brought up without a single guy in the house. now looking back, it sucks big time. so i i'll just go through my daily routine of boringness and try to get some excitement once in a blue moon. resolutions for the year: 1. study hard (make mom proud) 2. prove i can be all i wanna be 3. make new friends 4. learn how to interact normally with boys (as friends) 5. be the best friend i can be lastly... just be myself.
seeya on another waking moment of my miserable life.. that i'm starting to get use to, and hoping to make a big turn around.
